Morning
Being convicted of drink driving really does make you take stock of your life in most cases.
I was in my mid 30s when I began to drink heavily and almost 'binge' on alcohol, initially at weekends, but then it crept up to week night drinking.
Before I knew it, I had a serious problem with alcohol. I was probably sailing close to the wind for maybe two years with committing DUI. In a way, I knew I would probably get caught sooner or later, but alcohol consumption creates an almost 'brazen' and 'reckless' frame of mind where you do things and you are not necessarily fazed by the consequences.
In late 2018 and the first six weeks of 2019 I was really on a dark path. I was drinking in the morning by that stage - I would be in my local McColls when they opened at 6am to buy a newspaper and four cans of Kronenbourg - as far as the shop assistant was concerned, the cans were for 'later'. Later to me was simply ten minutes 'later' when I got home!!!! The newspaper never got read.
My arrest was very low key on the 13th February 2019 - I stalled the car and couldn't restart it outside some shops. The police were called and the rest is history. I was in a bad way at the time - I was arrested on a Wednesday. I was off sick from work and had been on a 'binge' since the previous Saturday. I wasn't surprised in the slightest my reading was 115.
I managed to rein in the drinking post my arrest and throughout the time I appeared in Court and then did the Community Service. I was still drinking 'moderately' but the CS kept me on my toes, as I was focused on completing it ASAP and not breaching it by turning up hungover.
Once the CS was completed - I had some time out. I had resigned from my old job before they had chance to sack me, so being out of work and having too much time on my hands wasn't necessarily a good thing drink wise, but I did seek some professional help which proved invaluable.
I was diagnosed with a form of PTSD which I thought only those in the Armed Forces suffer from. I stopped drinking six months after my arrest as I knew I had to achieve 12 months documented sobriety prior to my HRO medical in late 2020.
I did get my licence back in January this year - but only for 12 months. So I have to go through the DVLA medical cycle once again. As I haven't drank for over two years now, I am not in the least bit concerned about this process.
The DUI was maybe the wake up call I needed. It took a while, but I am now doing a decent job and both my mental and physical health is excellent. I have never said never to alcohol again, but for now it is a 'no' for me. If I did drink again, it would merely be low strength Carlsberg or Skol that passed my lips.
CJ