grgi4dxniel
Member
Hi,
So I’m new here. I was caught driving over the prescribed limit of cocaine and ketamine in January. I need to stress these were tiny amounts consumed earlier in the day, I would not have got behind that wheel if I thought or felt like a risk, I just didn’t think of the implications of it being in my system. After a horrible wait, I found out Friday I will be convicted next month, ironically on the same date as an interview for my first choice uni. I am absolutely devastated and so ashamed of myself, I can’t bring myself to tell my parents yet and every time I remember what is happening I feel like I’m being punched in the face. I work in a job where I will have to declare this, I am hopeful they will be understanding, however, I’m physically sick with anxiety about the thought I maybe rejected from my university choices? I just don’t know how I could be so stupid. Forget a ban, the emotions attached to the situation are punishment enough. The car I can deal without, my future however, I don’t think I’ll be able to deal with so well if worst comes to the worst. Guess I’m just hoping for any positive experiences anyone has had? That life isn’t totally over?
So I’m new here. I was caught driving over the prescribed limit of cocaine and ketamine in January. I need to stress these were tiny amounts consumed earlier in the day, I would not have got behind that wheel if I thought or felt like a risk, I just didn’t think of the implications of it being in my system. After a horrible wait, I found out Friday I will be convicted next month, ironically on the same date as an interview for my first choice uni. I am absolutely devastated and so ashamed of myself, I can’t bring myself to tell my parents yet and every time I remember what is happening I feel like I’m being punched in the face. I work in a job where I will have to declare this, I am hopeful they will be understanding, however, I’m physically sick with anxiety about the thought I maybe rejected from my university choices? I just don’t know how I could be so stupid. Forget a ban, the emotions attached to the situation are punishment enough. The car I can deal without, my future however, I don’t think I’ll be able to deal with so well if worst comes to the worst. Guess I’m just hoping for any positive experiences anyone has had? That life isn’t totally over?