Luna2000
Established Member
Rm0892Thanks all.
my reading was 130. But I’m pending blood tests at the moment.
my life was starting to turn upward until this.
I really don’t feel there’s life after this.
Your life isn't over. Yes it's tough if you suffer depression to believe that, but I would imagine your drinking to this level was not a one off and alcohol is a classic depressant. So first off, cut back on the booze and try and get help to stay sober.
I've been on this merry go round twice since 2017. My latest ban ended on the 12th October and I'm still waiting to here about getting my licence back. (Applied, had the medical etc.)
My first ban was in 2017. I blew 124, so not far off you at 130. Received 20 month ban and £400 fine.
Second ban was in July 2019. This time I 'only' blew 96. 36 month ban and £400 with 15% reduction for the Awareness Course.
Up until 2012 I had been a happy, outgoing person. But problems and bullying at work led me to start drinking as a stress reliever. After only 2 years I became depressed, anxious and eventually a top up drunk.
Anyway, 4 years after my first conviction in 2017, I am still here, 2 years+ sober and hopefully will be mobile again fairly soon.
Forget driving for a few years. Put it out of your mind and don't dwell on it. I know it's frustrating, but it will soon be a reality. Get help with your alcohol problem. At least be honest with yourself about it.
I joined AA and haven't drank for 27 months.
Since I have been sober I've written a novel, I am part way through the second one and have gotten back into my photography in a big way. When I was drinking I did nothing. Well I caused pain and upset to those closest to me, to work colleagues, to friends and had to come up with excuses for not driving to satisfy the curious neighbours, but I have gotten through it and so will you.