Deleted member 14841
Hi all,
I am just looking for some reassurance and support. I've been so so stupid yet again. Not thinking before doing and got myself into this terrible situation again I was last convicted March 2020 and got my licence back march 2021. Caught again lastnight and blew 83 at the station. I was also done with using my mobile phone.
I know this will be a 3 year ban minimum and a fine but I'm absolutely petrified I get a custodial sentence?
I feel sick to my stomach and I'm so scared to tell anyone. Especially family. I've put my parents through so much that I think this will end our relationship.
The anxiety is eating me away and I can't believe I've been so so stupid again! Dark thoughts are sinking in again but I know I got through this before and I had support from friends and family but I doubt they will stick by this time what a mess.
I am just looking for some reassurance and support. I've been so so stupid yet again. Not thinking before doing and got myself into this terrible situation again I was last convicted March 2020 and got my licence back march 2021. Caught again lastnight and blew 83 at the station. I was also done with using my mobile phone.
I know this will be a 3 year ban minimum and a fine but I'm absolutely petrified I get a custodial sentence?
I feel sick to my stomach and I'm so scared to tell anyone. Especially family. I've put my parents through so much that I think this will end our relationship.
The anxiety is eating me away and I can't believe I've been so so stupid again! Dark thoughts are sinking in again but I know I got through this before and I had support from friends and family but I doubt they will stick by this time what a mess.