Feeling depressed...

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Jackg100

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Title sums it up really...

Was caught on the 30th and blew 82 so facing a hefty ban. Going to court on Thursday. I was doing ok and being philosophical about the whole thing but as the court date and reality approached I can't snap out of a feeling of misery...

I know I've done wrong and deserve what is coming but am absolutely gutted.

I am in a wheelchair and depend on my car for doing pretty much everything, my gf is still angry and keeps highlighting the negatives, I understand but it is just making things harder.

We had planned a road trip around Europe in the summer and she doesn't drive...

I live in London and am going to struggle to visit friends and family down south...

It has basically exacerbated a feeling of isolation and loneliness and the ban hasn't even come in yet...

Keep wishing I could take it back, keep thinking about how hard things are going to be from now on, whether my gf is going to be constantly angry and resentful for the duration of the ban...

I know it sounds like I'm feeling sorry for myself, but I do know I have done something hugely irresponsible and these are the consequences. I am hugely sorry and ashamed of myself...

Just wish it would all go away...
 
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