redmauger
New Member
HI Guys, im new to this forum and this is my first post. Im in desperate need of some glimmer of hope really. I best start with the first offence. In 2004 i pleaded guilty to drink driving and was given 14 months. In 2009 I went to the shop and bought copius amounts of wine went home got very drunk and due to a neighbour complaining got breathalised at home and sentensed for failing to provide. I pleaded guilty and got 3 yr ban. In Feb this year after having long periods of complete abstinance and receiving psych therapy for child abuse and domestic abuse I started to get panic attacks and started drinking again. On the day before my arrest i had realised that i was in trouble with alcohol and had reduced to 4 cans of cider finished them off at 7pm. Woke up the next morning after a horrible nite (i have ptsd) and woke up in a major panic went to the loca shop in the car and on the way back bumped someones bumper. We all got out of the vehicle and agreed there was no accident. I went home and spent the next hour downing the wine and cider. there was a know on the door and a cop came in a breathalised me at 91 and i went to the police station and an hour later also still blew 90. I had also taken a massive overdose of tranquilisers 9 x 10mg Temazepam, with the drink but was left in the cell for 12 hours and had to drink out of the toilet. there was a nurse who kept taking my vital signs. about 12 hours later the solicitor came and i gave a statment. on going to court today to plead not guilty there were so many errors in what i said and what was recorded, eg. i gave the police empty somersby cans out of the recycling instead of the strongbow id bought and also during my interview under the influence of temazepam id thought id had cointreau aswell ? if you dont know ptsd / severe panic disorder what can happen and along with tranquiliser abuse you can get mixed up memories and complete blanks. Well ive pleaded not guilty but my solicitor thinks becuase i have a previous from 2009 (even though not actually drink driving) it will go against me. The worst case is 4 - 5 yrs ban but im hoping to be found not guilty if they do a hip flask defence, does anyone have any experience of this as my mental health is begining to suffer and even though ive been doing so well getting over the trauma of abuse im starting to really struggle thinking of not being able to drive. Im currently registered disabled due to ptsd, panic, trauma, fibromyalgia and clyothmia (bipolar) and im getting really sad and low. Please help, thanks, Red.