ally
Well Known Member
I suppose given the chance and one wish I would like the clock to be turned back, but is isn't going to happen.
I am sorry if I have spoken out of turn or caused offence. I am not making excuses or wanting sympathy for what I have done. Some days I am great yet others I am not.
If honest I wish someone had a magic wand to make everything alright however I know that isn't going to happen.
People don't realise what a conviction like this does to you, it never goes away, it clouds your judgement and makes you bitter and if honest you wish you were like those just curious as to what happens should you get caught. Truth is it ruins your life as it has mine. I doubt I will ever come back from this.
Alan I am sorry for what I have said, along with everyone else, I feel ashamed and when you say I should get help maybe you are right.
I have made my bed so the saying goes.
Don't drink and drive, it's a life spoiler, like long term. Never goes away.
I am sorry if I have spoken out of turn or caused offence. I am not making excuses or wanting sympathy for what I have done. Some days I am great yet others I am not.
If honest I wish someone had a magic wand to make everything alright however I know that isn't going to happen.
People don't realise what a conviction like this does to you, it never goes away, it clouds your judgement and makes you bitter and if honest you wish you were like those just curious as to what happens should you get caught. Truth is it ruins your life as it has mine. I doubt I will ever come back from this.
Alan I am sorry for what I have said, along with everyone else, I feel ashamed and when you say I should get help maybe you are right.
I have made my bed so the saying goes.
Don't drink and drive, it's a life spoiler, like long term. Never goes away.